I feel the need to get organized. Don't ask why. I don't understand it myself. But I am feeling the need for organization in my life. So I started with something small today. I organized my coupon book. I started a menu for next week and I started the shopping list for next Friday. That way I am not guessing. I am writing a schedule for tomorrow too. Crazy I know, But I want to be more organized. I just feel like I will accomplish more and feel better about myself.
We downloaded Fruit Ninja for the XBOX360. OMG! way to much fun!!! Let me tell you that is a work out! I think I am going to get Zumba. I am more likely to do some Zumba at the house than to go out and do it. I am afraid to look like a fool. But ya know what maybe I need to go out and look like a fool.
Maybe I need to go out and live life again. Maybe that is my problem!
On top of organization I also feel the need to be Thankful. I have decided that I need to clear my mind and my soul of my anger and stress toward others. There are people in my life that are drama and irritation and I find myself wanting to ring their necks and I realize that their drama has no bearing on my life. None at all. It doesn't matter what they say or do, it doesn't matter that they breath. So why am I stressing their existence. So I have decided to be thankful. I am going to try every day to find things that I am thankful for. When I feel like I am going to explode from irritation I am going to step back and think about it. I think less stress is going to lead to a little less eating. Considering I am a stress eater.
I am thankful that I know a little bit about Bi Polar.
I am thankful for my sisters, for my mom, and for my Aunt Di.
I am thankful for my husband and my beautiful kids
I am thankful for my old, fat, grouchy, lovable dog Tators.
I am thankful for all of you.
OK on to Cancun.
We have made it a total of 1000 miles from good old Thornton, IL. This week we covered 55 miles. We are now in the Sam Houston National Forest.The Forest Preserve was established in 1935. it covers a total of 161,508 acres. It has a 128 mile Lone Star hiking trail! Can you imagine hiking that one. You can still camp out in the wild. Except during hunting season when you can only camp in designated camping areas. How much fun is that!!!!
I have been yo yoing with the same 3 pounds. I guess that's not to bad. With everything in the end at least I haven't gained a million back. But I would much rather be losing it. I am hoping that I will be losing it. I am going to start taking a multi vitamin that a friend of mine from work game me. We will see how that goes.
Well I believe it is time for a little prayer and then we are off to do more laundry and organizing.
Dear God, Thank You for today! Thank You, for all the wonderful people in my life. I am so blessed. Thank You for helping me to rejuvenate my body and mind. Thank You for being my Savior, for loving me unconditionally. Thank You for guiding me and helping me to find my way out of the darkness. I am not out yet, but with your love and guidance I know I can get there. God please be with those who are lost. Help guide them home. Please be with those who suffer. Whose arms and hearts are empty and broken. Please be with those who are fighting demons they can not see, depression, addiction, PTSD. Please comfort the sick and the dying. In your name we pray. Amen
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