Sunday, April 8, 2012

Can You HEAR that??!! Alleluia

He is Risen! He is Risen indeed, Alleluia! He is Risen! He is Risen indeed, Alleluia!! Such beautiful words to hear. The songs at church today are some of my favorites. But I couldn't sing them. My ears are so filled up with fluid I can't hear anything outside of my head. I can hear my heart beat. I can hear the popping, I can hear myself think and breath. But ask me a question, or have a conversation with me and I can't really hold my own.

I told Hank he has to talk at me when he is explaining the exercises and if their are other people talking in the background then he might as well start over. I am miserable. I gained .4 pounds back. My balance is totally jacked up. I have had days where sitting up makes me dizzy and sick. I am so tired, I feel like I am off. Like my body is a few beats off its timing. Right now I feel like a dizzy fool!

I went to the Dr. about it. He gave me ear drops and z-pack and it killed the infection and got rid of the wax but the fluid is still there. Days and days. I have taken Claratin and benadryl and now I am taking sudafed. The pharmacist said that will dry out my sinus's. Here's to hoping.

To be honest I am having a hard time writing this. I am distracted and tired and my ears and thumping. I might try again later. Maybe

No comments: