Trying Something New

I am adding a vlog. I have been interested in the idea for a while. I really decided to do it when I started my couch to 5k. I figured it would keep me pretty honest and it has. I only had 1 video I couldn't get off my phone, but I have the rest and that makes me a happy Girl. Alexis taught me how to do this. I admit the older I get the less I know about computers and other such things. I just want to play a few facebook games and maybe a little Sim City and I am good. I think that if I got back into photography I would pay attention to the computer again. But no camera = no pictures.

I ate better this week but not that great. I had a hard time Saturday. I hate the weekends sometimes. I really need to be out of the house on the weekends. But right now I am not trying to be outside. It is cold out there and I am a baby. But at least I made it to the gym 4 out of 7 days. I am supposed to go today and I have every intention but the road to hell is paved with good intentions. I bet if I didn't have a crappy attitude like that I would be losing more weight. HMMM interesting.

My pants don't fit. That is not a good thing that is a bad thing. I do not fit into my jeans. Even my big girl jeans. I have a "uniform" now. Yoga pants, t-shirt and sweat-shirt. Not flattering at all. But I don't have to change when I go to the gym and that feels like a plus to me right now lol. I know that if I continue to exercise I will be able to fit back into my jeans. I look forward to that day. I really do.

I haven't had the money for the personal trainer yet. But I am going to get it together soon. I am really looking forward to working out with her. I am really looking forward to getting my ass kicked. I love Anytime Fitness Michigan City. Kevin and Shannon are great. I am working on being part of a fitness revolution. These guys inspire me to be a better person. Shannon is the one who is going to be kicking my ass. I admit a small part of me is afraid. Ok a big part. I am a baby. I don't like pain and I am very good at making excuses as to why I cant do something. I really need to change that attitude. Truth be told there is very little I cant do. I just have to have faith in myself.

Alexis just came out and told me how many e-mails she has from colleges. OMG College. I have 2.5 years left til she goes to college. That right there hit me like a ton of bricks. I am getting old. I do not want to take her to look at colleges and be out of breath walking around campus. I want to be able to see everything without stopping. So there is another fitness goal right there.

Well I am going to say a short prayer and then I am off to conquer the rest of the day.

Dear God, Thank you for today. Thank You for the people who support me on my journey. I am so very blessed. Thank You for the body I am in, today I am able to get out of bed and move and that is a blessing. Thank You for loving me not because of the promises I make or the things I offer, but because I am your child. I look forward to the days to come and all that they have to offer. In Your name I pray. Amen